Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in Nathan's LiveJournal:

Saturday, September 20th, 2003
11:41 am	Yeaaaa so its been forever since i updated, sorry. well, i've lost 40 lbs, i weighted in under 200 this morning, kick ass. man im a sexy devil (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 10th, 2003
3:01 pm	Over 24,000 of the finest students around applied to Cal Poly San Luis Obispo and competed for the 3,300 available new student openings. Unfortunately, we are unable to offer you admission. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 7th, 2003
5:29 pm	raaaaaaarrrrr 3 car accidents in 1 week is a pain in the ass. period. oh yea, no word from colleges yet either Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 6th, 2003
1:55 pm	grrrrr so, it looks like my car is going to be a total pain in the ass to fix. One place i went to said they wouldn't even touch it. Another said that it will probably be close to the price of the car, and the insurance wont let them fix it. The other actually gave me an estimate....that WILL go up....yea, he flat out told me that once they started work and found everything else that was wrong, it would go up. So yea, im screwed, they may want to just give us the price of the car, end of story. Too bad we just put like 3000 dollars into fixing the engine, and the base price is way too low. that means a court battle against the insurance company. joy. yea, i also haven't been accepted to any colleges yet, and im starting to get agrivated, whatever. Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Friday, February 28th, 2003
6:32 pm	long time no hear... so, its been just over 5 months since i wrote in this last...as you can tell im sure a lot has changed. its only 630 and im already really tired. as the few that read this prolly know, alexis and i broke up and had some huge fights, but we talk now, i think we put the problems past us and we can still be civil humans and be friends. I've only got 4 more months of school....so scary. UC's start sending letters out on monday. This is really random facts, but i guess i gotta get it all out since its been 5 months. So, i have a concert tomorrow night, after working all day, im going to be so dead. Luckily i will have a lot of friends there to keep me happy and on my toes. I missed the concert that i really wanted to go to last night, shawn says it was great, and he rubs it in my face that i should have gone, but noooooooo, i was the good kid and decided to go to honor orchestra rehersal instead of the awesome concert. why am i ALWAYS a good kid? one of these days im going to do something stupid and get myself into trouble, just so i can say i did, lol. yea, adriana is a great person, she always cheers me up and makes me laugh. shawn is always there to climb on my back and see whats goin on. im trying to stay optimistic about college, but its really hard, cuz i know i dont have the grades that i should, but i can still hope. im not sure when the next night that i get a decent amount of sleep will be...i think monday night maybe? i haven't sice wednesday night. i did so horrible at my lesson today, i sounded like crap, and my teacher could tell, she kept asking me if something was wrong. i think its just the lack of sleep starting to show. i mean, i played the same thing for her like 5 days ago basically perfect, now it sucks. so yea, im starting to ramble so i'll stop and try and update this on a more frequent basis than every 5 months... (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
7:49 am	life is great, in general Well, it seems like everything is going really good. I'm not too mad at school, it goes by, i do homework, same ol same ol. Kinda sux that im already failing econ...man, i hope i didn't get a 4/20 on the second test, that would suck. Work....is work, it isn't that bad, i just think about other stuff and try n do the best i can, and time goes by. Alexis is great, we really like eachother, and i hope it lasts a long time, its 1 month on this comming wednesday...Everything is really good in my life, except i have the fact that my grandpa's official military style funeral is in 5 days...I've already cried once over him again, i wish i wasn't that emotional about stuff, but i am, oh well i guess thats me. Well, im sure i will make it through, its just like opening up a wound that hadn't completely healed yet. Anyways, i'll talk to the 2 people i know of that will read this on aim. Current Mood: geeky (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002
8:01 am	ahhhhhhh! why does my dad have to ruin everything? seems like every conversation we have is a fight, and yet i've really not done anything. anyways, im tired of him, the only time he is ever nice to me is when he is drunk, pretty fucked up huh? well, im going to disneyland today, i hope i can try n enjoy myself, knowing that he will yell at me when i get back, greeaaaaaat. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 21st, 2002
5:56 pm	work work work Today was a very good day at work though, prolly 1 of the best. I was informed by my boss today that i basically did the best on customer relations out of all the employees, i guess i can call it that. Anyways, so that was really good, my boss was happy with me. the the department head of bakery mentioned me to him, and he said that it would be a good idea to get me started over there. Cant you just see that, me working over in the bakery? thats so rad, i think. So i was told that im a good employee today, and almost offered a promotion in a way. there is just 1 catch...of course, there is always a catch. I'm not 18, and wont be for over a year....and you aren't supposed to be promoted until your 18, so he is hesitating on wanting to send me to bakery, even tho i think he can if he truely wants too. so hopefully i can really impress him by working hard on the upcomming shifts, and prove that i deserve a chance. so yea, that will be sooooooo awesome if i get to start workin in the bakery. anyways, i gotta go back tomorrow, im ditching my 2 days off for helping cover shifts that were needed, he liked that, so i just gotta keep it up and maybe it will all work out! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 6th, 2002
11:53 pm	boy, 10 bucks for palace park, what a deal, oh wait, they trick you, its 15 if you actually want to do anything, jk mini-golf is cool, and so are video games as long as they arent turned off in the middle. but yea, i feel like something is missing from me, oops! thats my wallet, i really hope that it's in your car shawn...yea, i need that, but anyways, it's wierd, just i feel something else missing, i dont know, i haven't felt like this in awhile, it not really depressing or anything really, just...empty. well, i guess i should like, sleep considering i have to punch in in less that 7 hours from now, so yea i will talk to you all later. P.S. i knew it was BJ's, just the B and the P are so close together, and my fingers dont work well sometimes....so yea Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
12:26 am	well, this was quite a fun night. I'm sitting at home now, with no one to talk to, so i guess i will write this for the 1 or possibly 2 people that will eventually read it. Blended Mocha's are really good, i think i should get them on more of a daily basis(along with giant pixie stix, i haven't eaten 1 in weeks, im very proud). Played scrabble for the very first time in my life(even though shawn thinks im a lieing fool)I may not have won, but i beat you shawn, ahahaha. Well, headed over to courtney's(i dont even know if thats how she spells her name! how sad :( )i hardly know her yet its the second time i have randomly showed up at her house-does anyone find this odd other than me? Watched some TV, tried to play cranium, im really bad at that. i cant believe i called Alexis Courtney, how embarrasing, im soooo horrible with names! After that cruised over to PJ's with shawn, he got to drive us, a very rare ocasion :). well, that was great, i cant remember the name of that cookie thing with ice cream, but i think i want more of them. Shawn, what a great guy, always an entertainer. Could not think of a better way to end the night other than hang out at his house, all in all, super night! yay, need more of them Current Mood: loved (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 4th, 2002
12:36 am	so much on my mind lately, just about everything. so i figure i will try out this journal thing. i feel like im just being pulled in every direction and i have so much to do, yet no time to do it. i dont know why, its just all the little things. i am supposed to be watering my friends garden every 3 days, but how can i do that if im working 8-10 hr shifts every day and it hurts to just walk? and just simple house chores, they are just taking over my life. its just different, i have never felt so burdened from all the little things before. i cant clear my mind, i have too much to think about, and im starting to loose some sleep over it, its quite annoying at this point, i need to stop worrying so much and just live my life, but i cant. relationships, school, friends, its just all so active in my head. one of the cashiers brought up how her doctor is dying of cancer, like my grandfather did just a few short months ago, and that opened up wounds that were finaly starting to heal. i guess i just need to rest, and take it easy, but there is no time to do that. i do have a couple of positive notes though, my farmer tan is finally starting to fade, and austin powers is really a great movie. so i have been having some fun at least. i will stop the venting for now and save it for later. (Comment on this)